End The 2010 Suicide Trend Please! Posted by Tiffany Tan , Dec 29, 2010 at 9:17 PM, in Labels: affairs of heart

2010 is gonna end soon =(

My feeling are hard to describe now, not in a good mood for the past few days.

Slept in the morning and woke up at evening. College gonna start soon, hope I'll manage to change back to normal sleeping cycle. My eye bags were not that horrible but i look like a panda, seriously!

Was suppose to update about the art day fashion show that held few months ago but the sucky Internet kills. Only 3 pictures was uploaded so far, and still...the same! Having nightmare non stop! So horrible!!! Yesterday was about dragon chasing me, trying to eat me. Today was about Sun's dad driving up to a 90 degrees road. WTH! I don't know how could i imagine that, perhaps Mr Sun was right. I have great imagination. I'm having problem waking myself up from nightmare, anyone can gimme a hand? No matter what method it is, I'm dying to know.

Bali pictures are still in the camera now. Hahah! I'm so lazy to do anything. Lazy to eat, lazy to dress up lazy to shop. Milo is my saver when I'm hungry, that's the only effort I'll do when I'm supa hungry. Make up no eye liner, only eyebrows and concealer. No fancy dress but shorts and slipper. Oh pathetic me! That's how I'm gonna end my 2010!

Facing big headache now! Thinking how am gonna end my 2010 last day.

Should i work because they pay Rm500 for 6 hours?

Or i shall attend wedding dinner?

Get tipsy with college mate at Zouk?

Gathering and laugh my ass off with high school buddie?

Suicide???

 Too bad, I'm not that brave. Talking about the hot trend lately, people tend to post their will on FB before they suicide. I saw Alviss Kong walls, after he died few days later. Surprisingly he was in my friend list and we used to chat a little. Ok shall stop here, get back to his wall. There's so much comment man! MY GOD! Per post 1000+ comment. WTH he wanna die just like that for a girl that has only been with him for 4mths? (I don't mean that you should die for a girl that had been with you for 40 years too!) You know... jumping down from the building need so much guts to do so! And why he don't have the guts to face the future? OK stop here too, because he's dead and we have no idea what's playing in his mind at that moment. I'm here just to warn you people, how hard how dead a relationship end, it'll always lead you to a better one. Please don't judge before you met another good one, god just want you to grow up before you met him. Think about your parents and friends, they might ignore you most of the time, treat you like shit ass but deep down that's actually how friends interact. Buddies don't sweet talk all the time. Agree?

Perhaps we should try to think in this way, you have a gf for 3 months, she broke up with you yet you still feel sad even she's not dead. So how your friends and parents will think when they spend their WHOLE LIFE with you and YOU ARE DEAD! I believe your brain can think much better now =)

Please, life is not a "chance" we could play with. When you are dead, it means you are.

Don't even plan to! Be wise =D

*NOTE* people, stop spamming the timeline with the dead people videos and post of whatever shit! What are you trying to do? Stupid people only create video by using their stories and picture to get "LIKES" !

The LIKES won't make you famous and doesn't means that people REALLY LIKE your whatever shit. They were just showing some sympathy to the dead ones. Get it? NOT YOU! Unless...you are in that video. =0

To always remember him? Pui!!! o0o Take this!

You should not letting him die in the first place. Friend!!!

 Gimme a break!

I'm a Maid. I Show My Love. I Ain't Racist. Posted by Tiffany Tan , Dec 3, 2010 at 8:05 PM, in Labels: affairs of heart, college life

See how imba are we Taylorians! All sociology students are paying a visit at Sentul Refugee Center. Anyway, its a must because we need to get info/survey from them in order to complete our report. Didn't join them at Subang because its a bit dumb i drive all the way to Subang from Cheras and took the bus to Sentul and back to Subang collect my car from Subang and back to Cheras.

Now you saw how looong is the sentence means how troublesome it is.

To be short, i drive from Subang to Sentul. The end.

Salute myself that i managed to find the way using my iPhone Map. Woots!

 

Lexxi and Kit Yee fighting. LOL 

Their hostel.

Juliet with Xiao Jie look also helping! OMG!

Red glove provided for maid like us =P

Serious meeting. "How to clean and makes it shine? "

Our lecturer Mrs Singh and the person in charge.

After the cleaning session, we were all exhausted. I was looking forward to paint the wall (its in the plan) but suddenly due to some reason they ask us to clean the whole building. =.=''

Homemade food for them.

Nasi Lemak prepared by me recommend by Bu. FYI, this stall located at Setapak morning market. He can eat it LIKE every morning.

Junks! No healthy!

Home made pudding.

Rainbow flavour!

It was my first time buying so many NASI LEMAK!

Don't LOOK SMALL on this tiny little speaker. It SHOUT-OUT-LOUD!

The cutest part is, it'll jump!

"Once upon a time..." time...

Story book by the refugee center. Awwww~

Lexxi aka Alexandra

Mix.

We are all one here.

Sheng with his creepy face!

Gaming session with the refugee. I did not joined them but i had fun eventhough I'm just looking at the side.

Best pic of the day! We found that Ah Foo looks like the character in the book!

Oh my my!

Rate here- 1---5

Me rate 5!

After "True or False" game, now they are playing musical chair with really POP music! Damn happening!

At first they started with this much people...

Then it become less...

And lesser...

ONLY TWO! At last winner goes to the Indian guy. Everyone cant stop laughing. You should have be there to share the joy because you cant read and feel it how excited are we.

I always have this thought...refugee are way behind us. I'm not racist, what i meant was...maybe they are a little different like us, they don't communicate well like us, they don't study much like us because their country is lacked of resources. I think its some kinda stereotype i received.

But hell NO!

They were smart and friendly! They can communicate in English well, their add maths might be better than me. By looking how they smile, it might be bitter sometimes but they lived it right. I must said they appreciate chances given by people more than us. Unlike local people eh hem hem, they were given subsidies for studies but end up they spend the scholarship in some stupid gambling, racing, drugs. WTF right?

Most of the country are protecting the minority but why HERE, they are protecting the majority? Not trying to create racist issue so don't make a big fuss here. I'm just wondering WHY-OH-WHY!

Me, i hafta admit i don't appreciate things when they were given, i might take twice to get it right. I have this very strong thought of POOR children handle stuff or what-so-ever better than most of us. (If i offended you by saying POOR, I'm pretty sure its your problem because you don't get what i mean.) They always take one shot to complete all the task. I think its because they were brought up in that situation, its a No for second chance. Every second chance pays more.

We failed our subject in college, we retake. In this process, let me ask you. Besides worrying you gonna get screwed by your parents, have you ever thought of your parents don't have the money to "support" your "second chance" ?

Hahah~i got your answer already. Keep it to your own and start fixing it!

You're Guilty! Posted by Tiffany Tan , Oct 8, 2010 at 10:18 PM, in Labels: affairs of heart

I'm feeling sho bad right now. I did something really bad? Erm...not really. Hahha. Today was suppose to watch The Switch by Jennifer Aniston with Kent and oh well...my class end at 1.40pm the movie starts at 3.50pm. Sounds like plenty of time for me to get home and prepare. But hell no! I didn't get a chance to head home, lastly...our movie gone poof! In short, we didn't make it. We I were late for 10-20 mins for the movie but K decided not to go. Weirdo! Wasting money!!!

Here's our ticket in perfect piece! Guilt max!

I didn't mean to be late and i never thought things will came up so sudden and Friday Federal is in PMS. Thx to prayers? Well i don't know whats the exact reason but why others day at 3pm wont jam but FRIDAY!!! I'm waiting someone to gimme the right answer. Thank you very much!

When i was in class, i told him I'll be home around 2.30pm, when i was in jam i told him I'll be reaching at 3pm...lastly i told him 3.30pm and laaaaaastly...i reached at 4pm! And the whole plan was BING BANG BOOM! He purposely went TS to bought the ticket earlier and waited me at my house. Wait and wait...then we changed our plan to fetching me in front Pudu Jail. Then he realised there might be difficulties for me to cross the road so he went opposite side where my mum drop me. How sweet of him. No car is so fucked up! I curse the people who stole my car! You idiots will end up in car accident which brings you living like hell but still LIVING. Without hands, teeth, legs, tongue...Buahaha.

Anyway, this is the second time we didn't make it to the movie while he already bought the ticket. I thinks he might have phobia soon because he ask me to let him know when will it be the third time. Guilt guilt guilt! He's been a very sweet friend of mine for a long time. I'm touch because this ain't bout girls and guys love. Its goddamn friendship which you hardly found.

How we met? Hahahha...lets reverse back to 9 years ago.

I was 12 and he was 17, he was working part time at the bubble tea shop during his UNI life. FYI, i was a bubble tea addict. I can has bubble tea 5 days a week till i found out its fattening. So happening that my aunt and mum was one of the addict also. I didn't get to talk with him but my mum and aunt but in heart i know his existing. We always claimed more bubble jelly than what we had paid. Mad syok!

Until i was 17/18, i has the ability and trust from my parents to bring my sis out. I bring my sis to his shop. So happen that i pay to my sis and she forgot to pay. We walk out just like that without paying a single cents. YES and he didn't even ask me to pay till i walk out and noticed my sis hand is still holding the money. WTH! SECOND TIME, i took LRT back from school and passed by his shop. This time i forgot to bring my purse, i kinda raise my voice to stop him from shaking my drinks. He said its ok, bring it other time. Oh~paiseh-nya!

Till here...we are still not friends yet.

19 is my age. I walk pass him with my ex (he's still my bf at that time) and i found that he's not working there for quite sometime, so I'm curious and asked. There we start our conversation and friendship. Too bad, my ex was over reacted at that time. He kinda hates me seeing him. He's afraid that might replace him or what, we often argue bout this. At the end, he was the one who did those shit. Funny arse!

What I'm really surprise that, bu is kinda happy with me and K. No jealousy issue at all even though they did not met each other in real life before. I had cold war with K before almost a month, problem is with me. Hahahha small gasses! I somemore talk to bu about it and he's like "talk with him lar". K's been really tolerate with me. I lovessss and sorry to act like a bitch sometimes. Still remember once he had a gf after so long we've been true bestie like 2 years. I was sho depressed! I kept nagging to bu, like someone gonna share my stuff. We always hang out for movie and dinner date, so when he has a gf, obviously I'm the one being sacrifice and of course I'm willing to and has to! Now he's back to single again, reason IDK too deep.

Its like a good thing for me but at the same time I'm worried! He's going to hit 26 soon! Its time to soak in a looooong term relationship! But if he's single all the way, no worries. We gonna maintain our friendship till our hair turns grey.

We met by chance and turned into friends and now our destiny keeps us close to each others making our friendship grow more with the passing time.

You are a friend of a life time!

Friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship...NEVER!

The Story of Wife Biscuit / Sweetheart Cake Posted by Tiffany Tan , Apr 25, 2010 at 12:14 AM, in Labels: affairs of heart, since the day i met him, WHATEVER, YUMMIES

Im here with food post again. I have readers that complain that my blog contains loads of food post that make them hungry when they read it. Haha~




FYI, its my hobby to make you drool.



bbbBUT! This time aint about the food in that picture. Its about the story hidden behind.




Bubi got me my long craving wife biscuit. And its from HONG KONG 100%. Why HK sounds so incredible? No, i dont mean in that way but based on my experience from Msia ones really taste eh hem hem. *Please fill the sentence for me, thankiu very much.



I dont like sweets stuff, opps i should say over sweetening stuff. Just like i can accept cream but not those cream cake that sell in night market. Its not condemning but is what we now used to Secret Recipes / Alexis cream and might not used to that. But when im in the age of 5, im licking that cream happily when i do not know Secret Recipes. Is a fact that people tend to grow and get what's best for their own. Whether you agree or not, its a fact. Human nature we call.



Opps, i blah too much. Msia's wife cake seems not that original to me as in their skin layer, texture and ingredient are so different with my first try of Yuen Long wife biscuit. It was a souvenirs from a High School friend, Wei Jing that went to Taiwan to learn bakery with the gf. So sweet right? Imagine that both of them baking cakes together, decorate and they can even baked the cake for their kids birthday. And one always-happen-scene in drama, splashing flour to each other. How awesome!!!



So this time, is my second try of Yuen Long wife biscuit. I feel happiness instantly. Maybe because of its name. Hahah~



So here's the story, legend whatever.


Once upon a time (sounds so fairy tale. LOL), there is a Chinese baker, who is very famous and no one who dont know about him as he is talented in baking and a wife who's helping him in it. Their business is extremely good, but because he is addicted to gamble he lost all his money and assets.



One day, as usual...he lost loads of money at the casino (idk what they call in old days) again, money which lend in the same day also being cleared. The Big Shark Ah Long forced him to go home to get some assets as payment. But when he reached home, he only realised that his house is fill with nothing, not any single valuable stuff left.



Then he discuss with his wife, the wife told him "since you start to gamble, i've been warning you not to, but every time you never put in your heart. All our relative has been leaving us far away, amd cause us to reached the end of the road. I think the last thing that can be mortgage is me, but you must promise me after you sell me off you have to stop gambling, because im no longer here with you anymore therefore i cant help you."



After selling his wife, he really did not gamble anymore, in order to commemorate his wife, he invented this super yummy wife biscuit.



Awwww~so touching. But he's such a big ass for doing this. If i were him i would definitely run away with the wife. No matter what, where and how!



Opps, forget to mention. In my life ever, i never wanted a bf who likes to gambling. Even though in FB poker, a small bet like CNY (can be accept but still...), or everyday buying Toto Magnum...etc. I would rather them to survive using real effort.



As Chinese said "small bet change to gamble then could lead you losing your wife and kid" and im not gonna risk nor tolerate my life with this kinda guy!




p/s: Bubi, even though now you're not but pls keep in mind. And one last thing that i feel auspicious that you are not buying anymore super expensive but not worthy street wear brand and choose to save more. You know when i heard that you having convo with the friend telling that "if i buy street wear, Tiffany will gone insane again." how happy am I? Because you keep my words in your mind, im happy, and that easy we could go peace. Anyway, once in a blue moon may be acceptable. =p

My Boyfriend With His Out Of Ordinary 5C Posted by Tiffany Tan , Jan 10, 2010 at 12:25 AM, in Labels: affairs of heart, since the day i met him

What's 5C in your mind when some one tell you that? At least in girl mind it must be cash, cards, cheque, condo and car. This is what I've been told when I'm in high school.


But however, it doesn't apply to my current bf. I guess if you really found a guy that with his very own 5C, he's either your hubbie or someones hubbie. Wanna bet? When you ask guy, when are you gonna married they will tell you, when they own a car, house and career. Sounds familiar neh~


So that's the reason when the guy you found that own 5C, mostly is already qualified as hubbie.


My bf 5C....Ta Daa~



1C- Cash

Not much but at least enough to spend if he don't shop like insane and aim for too much branded.



2C- Car?

Definitely not! If he don't buy the car with his own effort too, please don't consider that he own that C. My bf own a C for Crap. He talks a lot, talkative. I think i should feel lucky and glad that my world never sounds quiet. He report to me all the while, even when he's shitting. Hehehe~when I'm emo and don't feel like talking, there he is with the unstoppable mouth. But one thing that I'm really glad that, he know what is the time to talk crap. Lucky!



3C-Chili.

Yes, C for Chili. He eat chili like insane. It's crazier and craziest thing i never agree. I used and love to share food with him, but end up it gonna bring me acting like a dog which put the tongue out for some cooling effect. That insane pour two or more little plates of chili, belacan inside the food that he is eating especially soup! When we eat pan mee i crave for dry and soup so he will get to eat the soup first while I'm eating the dry. For sure, i will drink few spoonful of the soup right. There it happen! HOT!!!!!!!!



4C-Computer.

He's in love with his computer. Why? Drama, Facebook, Msn and most important is DOTA. I seriously cannot understand what is that game about, but i don't think i need to understand. It happen when I'm mad with O2 Jam that period, my ex also cant understand what so interesting with that game by just hitting few button. Just like now, i don't understand why is DOTA so nice with using few button and that mouse. Its a guy thing just same as make up is a girl thing. They don't know why we need so many mascara and liquid, gel eyeliner for even its same...EYELINER.



5C- Club

Eh Hem~yes, i own a bf that love to club. You can see him every week appear at Zouk, Quattro mostly. Well well well, at the past i don't really like guys who club but now I'm a bit bit open minded. Since he is not doing any unnecessary thing that he is not suppose to but just chilling with friends and listening the music. Why not?


Hahah~some stories to share here. Which i think all the guy wanted for.


Just now we went Tesco for some grocery shopping. When paying money that time, he told me in a sudden, next time when you be my wife you must fetch me to club and fetch me back wearing pyjamas. I give him that fall out look. He said "Not those transparent lingerie la what are you thinking?" He said is those mashimaro or teddy bear pyjamas. Tee Hee Hee~


So he kept thinking his fantasy there and kept telling me...non stop


He said so when 3am reach he will walk out the club and i will be waiting him say "Bu, I'm here."
Then i continue the story for him, he's gonna hug 2 girl beside and tell them when he walk out "Owh, there's my wife waiting me."


His turn to say the story...
Then he said the girl gonna ask "What you tell me inside all was fake?"
Then he will said "Very obvious, now you only know?"

Then when got kid already the girl will said "Daddy I'm here, very hungry."
There he will said "Lets go McDonalds."



Funny or Fuck?

When its only joke like now definitely funny, when it happen? FUCK LARRR

Amazing Factor Posted by Tiffany Tan , Jan 9, 2010 at 4:53 PM, in Labels: affairs of heart, movie craze, since the day i met him, YUMMIES

Hohoho~amazing day for both of us today! Guess what? We reached Mid Valley around 11am and the most "gan jeoung"=excited thing is we both slept less than 5 hours. Is so lucky that we manage to reach there so early and manage to buy ticket. What movie??? Just keep reading.

Since there is 2 more hours to go, we went for lunch at the place that he said since long time ago wanted to bring me.

Little Penang Cafe

located at the bridge that can walk to Garden.

He said that every food there is awesome. I was like...how can it be? But the environment here really superb for auntie like me who like vintage. I'm feeling so comfortable with here because everything is OLD.

Just in case you don't get what i mean, here's the picture to let you FEEL it.


Old window like what they had for Baba Nyonya.





Arghh~look at this. Isn't that (chopstick holder) what we usually saw at those Hong Kong movie when those gangster used to eat at "Dai Pai Thong"? Then follow up they crash the table and...opps~out of topic.

Appetizer

Lobak

His favourite Prawn Mee, i never like it all the while. Stinkie~

Da Yum Yum~Char Kuey Teow

Honestly i love that slim smooth kuey teow a lots! Slurrrp~

Well, i call the prawn mee stinks is because the prawn or don't know what they put...fishy smell i hate! But the egg inside, ITS MINE! When he eating it and giving me that "VERY DELICIOUS" look, i just give him that "UNBELIEVABLE" look.

Finish eating we went for a walk and shop, to digest the food. You know when you ate too much and there is no time to digest before you have to spend your 2 hours in cinema, that feel is kinda...sucks. Like something very hard stuck inside the tummy. Am i the one who feel in that way, or you too? I bet so...ngek~


Couple Retreat is the movie of the day!

Everyone who had watched it kept giving good comment, I'm glad that it still showing after so long.

Besides its joke was the main selling point of it, the scenery was AMAZING. I don't know where is it but my friend did Google it "Eden East and West" and yes. It's exist in the world. Sky were blue and even the sea were freaking blue! I mean not like what we saw green-ish.

Saw the blue sky? Please don't look at some part that i dint ask to. Eh hem~

Saw the crystal clear beach? And ignore the fat tummy~

Actually they were taking some lesson on that beach to save back their relationship, so this lesson 4 pair couples gotta take of their clothes and face each other telling them what they like about their body. The most farney part over here is, that black guy dint wear any undie and he refuse to take off but how sad it is COMPULSORY for that lesson. So there he go....

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Impressive? Tee Hee Hee

So another lesson is require to ask the couple to feed some big fish using small fish. Suddenly, they saw a SHARK and the guy get panic while the ladies already swim up. The pathetic case is one of the guy drop the whole bucket of fish with blood down. Shark is AIMING and the guy go stop. swim. stop. swim

Seriously this is the lesson i like the most. All couple will be interview by different counselor and the counselor will ask them questions that might lead them to cold war or fight, but lastly it will be solve by awareness of you in your relationship.

This stories happen to this couple too. The black guy were actually blaming while he was being lecture and the counselor have no idea that who is the girl he was mentioning. FYI, the young girl beside was just his gf. The people he was blaming and scolding was his Ex wife. Surprise!

Seriously many couple may thought they are sweet, everything are more than enough but when things really happen. You will realise that, ITS NOTHING AT ALL. So communication loads loads really important. You may thought your partner may feel in this way, you are giving her all the best you had but the problem is...is this what she or he want? Sometime it isn't about money, yes indeed love in nowadays included a little financial but financial is not everything.

Blur? Here come with my little example...a 3years old kid was drawing a Santa Claus for you as your Xmas present, you felt very touchie and its very amazing that she can draw and colour it nicely. So switching the case to your bf, he draw that for you...well there's nothing big, but the problem is his ability isn't just that level. You get me?

Present is something that cant deny it really help to boost your relationship like magic by creating surprise. But fact is...the present is ain't about the price, is about how much you give out according to your ability?

So guys and girls, wake up if you felt something after reading this. =)

Opps~its not only apply to relationship but also friendship.

"This movie should watch with your partner, especially those who had loads of problem" said by Shen. Heheheh~well, I'm telling you now that, we both laugh like idiot and giving each other a big hug after the movie end. Hope so that he's not that stupid and understand that movie.

Later that we hop back to house for drama, munching some food that bought from Jusco like Big Bowl instant noodle, grilled chicken, sushi! You know, Jusco food is AWESOME to us. try it if you are still wondering how it taste.

He's such a big eater. I heart! We are going second round for Nasi Lemak again, pedas pedas!

Only with him, i could be enjoying varieties of food without wasting. Tee Hee Hee~

Farney picture of the day