Run Princessa, RUN! Posted by Tiffany Tan , May 15, 2010 at 4:31 PM, in Labels: it heals.it kills

Princessa, why you never learnt this?

Someone, please teach me not to fall.

I want to play cool and yes I'm loosing you.

No, i will not bend no matter what.

I rather run, even though my foot is bare, forehead is bleeding, my dress is tear.

Princessa, tell yourself.

The blood is nothing, the leg could be heal, the dress is just a material.

Run princessa, RUN!

It's a 5+4-2, yet...we do not drown deeper.

Baby, we are heaven and hell now.

=The End=

p/s I'm sick with "yee", you are fucking DEAD now!!!

Theseeee WHY! Posted by Tiffany Tan , at 1:23 AM, in Labels: it heals.it kills

Why would the world never stop even though each of us shouting we need more time?


Why would people change even they realised they are no longer themselves?



Too many why to be questions, but always one FACT to defeat all of these why.


Earth is turning, life is moving on.
Even flies don't crave for craps anymore but blueberry cheese cake.


I'm lost, I'm sick, I'm heartbroken.
Yes, i changed but still i can recognise myself. Why don't you?
Aren't we were walking and counting the steps together?



We were suppose to be understanding each other.
We thought we were meant for each other.
Yet your words hurt me so much, i did not cry and yell like usual.
but I'm not breathing for a second.



Yes I'm cold, selfish bitch
Yes but i love you and you know that clearly your own!
You asked "which day you never hate me?"
I'm thinking, hate need love to be build before you can hate someone.



I'm demanding, picking
Do I? I don't!...maybe i don't know.
Or maybe...you miss lead me to the way i believe what you are?



Why cant we talk in a good way every time?
I admit, once i get attack, I'll protect myself no matter what.
You do know i never bend my knee, not even my waist.
Why would you choose that way?




Time heal everything, but not without leaving scars.
As i said, never said things that you don't mean it.
Once you did, live with it.

what to do now? Posted by Tiffany Tan , Sep 5, 2009 at 11:09 PM, in Labels: it heals.it kills

something just burst out in between while everyone is enjoying their saturday nite

it was meant to be a happy one for me and all of them

but suddenly...i get speechless and walking no where, no directions

after i told ya, u just keep quiet

silence all the time and like started to ignore me

i was left all alone here

i wonder alot, crazy, mad...untill i dont know what feeling im having now.

u dont care at all how i feel

i understand u were in stress and tension days now, but arent we already promise each other that we will be honest and face all the thing together?

how come i were alone here now?

i worry u...alot! that i cant even imagine and i dont dare to think at all!

i just need an answer...isit that hard?

i just need a word like u use to tell to calm me down...isit imposible?

清楚记得 Posted by Tiffany Tan , Sep 1, 2009 at 9:42 PM, in Labels: it heals.it kills

和你相处的日子，平凡中又好像命中注定似的
谈不上一拍即合，但越拍越合
我为你分忧，你听我诉苦
谈起那不堪回首的过去，我们都刻骨铭心
我们彼此知道，对方的过去
希望的~是做到对方的未来，不再让彼此难过

还记得，每当你说话时，那真诚的表情总让我给看呆了
还记得，说起那过去时，那眼眶的泪若隐若现让我捏了把汗，我猜想你不想让我看见。所以惟有扫扫捏捏你的腿，要你撑着。但更期望的是，你会流出那滴泪，我才知道我的重要
还记得，第一次的约会，战战兢兢的心情，没法如计划中进行，但那心有灵犀却吓死人
还记得，你喝苦茶的样子，眼眯眯得
还记得，不小心让你说中了死穴，泪流了是你替我擦的
还记得，你逼我做出选择那杀那我很不愿意，但我愿意为你踏出那第一步

相处的日子很短，却发生很多事似的
我记得，那每分每秒
醉了的那天，细节我不太记得，但。。。那杀那多醉都好，那感觉刻在心里了
触电？我不知道，只知道好像流感般的。。。被侵入
当谈起这个时，我们傻了也笑了。。。不约而同的认同那感觉很奇妙

清楚记得，我说了3次
第一次，在我醉了时，你没反应答不上话
第二次，在我到家后，我清楚地重说一编，你说那事实改不了

我，决定放了
不想让你讨厌，不想让你困扰，你的原则我尊重
不想你为难
我疏远你，你投诉我很冷
实在没法了，那不是唯一的办法吗？
至少还不深，我更不愿意回到过去

告诉自己，事不过三
喝着茶时，你提了这件事
我，说了第三次
那个电话里的歌词，你懂吗？

你懂的！
也答应我不再把我当扯线公仔,但却三番四次的把我扯来扯去
你说你辛苦，我难受你懂吗？

清楚记得，你说过的