Boyfriend VS Ex Boyfriend Posted by Tiffany Tan , Nov 2, 2009 at 11:26 PM, in Labels: GOT-TO -BLAME-ON, recycle days

If you ever thought that your Ex is better than your friend, clear off your mind quick!
It was totally wrong!!! Dont brainwash yourself by giving shit ass excuses like me.
Yeah, cant admit that he might be a good boyfriend for you but this is all because he's with you.
When he said bye bye or you did, nah~wake up lol

I was wondering, if he was a good boyfriend, it will never happen to ba EX boyfriend right?
Hmnnn~agree?

Today, is the suckest day i ever had. My car broke down while im planning to go for movie after class with friend. After found out it was causing by the dried up battery, so i was stunt, but luckily im not broke down in the middle of the road, is when im heading to get my car it couldnt be start. So i was kinda stuck at the car park, my mind appeared alot of stuff like "how do to that jump start thingie?" "what kinda thing i need now?" "whos nearby me"

So the last question appeared in my mind was my ex. So i gave a call to him. He claim that he's gonna work at 1pm and that time i called it was 11am. So i beg a bit that if it was ok for him to come around to lend me a hand...Ahah! Thing started change! That shit ass giving reason like "huh..." "I got to work...lah" "time not enough...lah" It was obviously when people dont feel like helping, they will start talking with words ending "hah" "lah" "meh"...etc
He was obviously one of them. Im glad to know him now clearly even its kinda late that he is my ex now not only happen to be friend.

Fine...i'll do it my own. But the pissing part is...he ask me "where is your boyfriend?"
Holly shit~im not retarded gal ok. (was wondering if he was one of the retarded guy...)
Since you were staying at SS2 and working at Hilton now, whats wrong with lending me your kind hand instead of asking my boyfriend who was working at Setapak have to rush and give his boss stupid reason that his girlfriend car broke down.

If he was a good guy(he treat me not very bad i mean, but things change at the end) we will never end in that situation of asking me to be his "underground" girlfriend after broke up and telling me shit ass reason and excuses, but the main point is he's having a "open air" girlfriend which is in Melbourne watching his ass right behind but he dare not telling me the fact. Guess he was those Mr Lonely that cant stand a shitty lonely moment. Owh~pity him. That's why friend often see him in club flirts like a duck. Oppsie~pardon me. Maybe people do have their look to do so, he should be proud? Hmnnn~guess he is.

There was once, i have a car accident. A small stuff that dont worth a shit. Non of my part get crack or whatever, but that fat ass wanna claim for 1k for his motor scratch. I FARK HIM SURELY! So that time, i rang him up (he was my bf that time). From Pj to Cheras, he only took less than 20 mins to arrive (imagine how fast and efficient he is). This is what i thanks him for, but today i see disappointment. Maybe this is happen when things change, im not his gf anymore right? So...what can i demand. Just a friend help...but that bitchy guy who count on every single shit cant even give a little penny help.

Owh god~if you could heard what im saying right now. Please cut all the bitch guys dick off. He dont worth wearing it "externally" acting "man"

Sorry baby, I know it hurts. Posted by Tiffany Tan , at 9:29 PM, in Labels: since the day i met him

Mr Sun, im so so so sorry for billion trillion times.
At the moment right now, i really dont know what can i say to replace back the words i've broke into pieces.

I know i've broke my promise.

I know you dont like the job im doing.

I know you dont like any of my competition.

I know you dont like the field im working in right now.

I know you dont like any exposure im having now or future.
I know you want a ordinary girlfriend, as you did mention when we started since the first day.

But this time,
The pay is high, therefore i broke my promise and work.
Im emo at that time, so when i receive the call while im having afternoon nap i confirm the job immediately without having any discussion with you.
I choose to tell you without hiding or lying.

I know you are so worry about me right now.

I know you dont hate me or angry me right now, but you were upset right now.
I know you might be thinking why must i broke my promises because of that super high pay they offer instead of thinking how you feel.
I know you are hurt and its pain.

But now,
You should know, job like this never pop out everyday.
You should know, my lifetime in this field will be limited for period also
I have promised you, this is not gonna be my future career.

I really feel that money is important, its not for spending but a saving for my future.

For now...i promised you that

I will go against my admire because of you

But now...i cant promised you that

I will go against my job because of you

Its not because i dont love you baby but i hope that you will understand that this is me when u first met.

I promised that before and i know, but now i dont hope to lie you with what im doing but i say im not. I thought i could but end up...i cant. Sorry~

For sure...I wont leave you just because what and who i've met during working.

What i want, i really know and im sure.

If something that might tear us apart, is either with the overload problem or promises you made but you are still lying me. You know what im saying right?

Love you, now and always...

Our 1 Monthsary and Halloween Posted by Tiffany Tan , Nov 1, 2009 at 4:00 PM, in Labels: Anniversary, gathering-outing-celebration, since the day i met him, YUMMIES

ITS OUR 1 MONTHSARY and our FIRST HALLOWEEN CELEBRATION!!!

Time passes so fast that we nearly dint knew that it was our 1 monthsary. Its sounds short i know, but its just that...we never thought that we can made thru this. WHAT?! Yes! You dint see it wrongly, its true.

At that pass 4 week, we've been quarreling all the time. Not every single day but 3 days once. Imagine that, how we survive? For not too deep relationship like us, i might bet that both individual had let go their hand, and i'm one of them but baby kept convince me that we should go on. So...here we are now, celebrating our monthsary and Halloween together once.

Before we went for dinner, we did a little shopping. Tony Roma's was pack of people and reservation. So there is 1 and a half hour more to spend because baby just got this Halloween news from newspaper and he dint do any reservation for it.

Baby acting Matrix

We went in Tangs to search for his shirts and there he found his love. Floral prints from FCUK. Baby took dark blue instead of white one with red roses. He says that it was too obvious and girl might die in his hand easily. Owh~that thick face!

Baby new earring by me and blinkie heart locker necklace by him. Now im thinking..should i get a new earring with roses for him to match his new shirt? XD

Around 8pm, baby's tummy is calling. No, i should say shouting. So we went there earlier 30mins to see whether the seat are available. We told them we're hungry and we manage to get in.

Actually we could be seated once we arrive, but the seat was out of the theme so after we stalk inside hows the decor we decided to wait.

Once we went in, it was kinda dark inside but all table are lighten up with candle lights. Romantic-nya~

Besides, all the waitress and waiter are fully dressed up with their costume and make up. Some even look horrific that can decrease your appetite. However, it was a great experience for our first Halloween. Before this, non of us celebrate this event before.


Here are some of the decor pic i manage to took.



Owh no! Baby's hair is growing something!!!

Me holding the vege i hate most! PUMPKIN! I just dont understand why Halloween Day id all about pumpkin? Pumpkin soup and even dessert too. Yucks! But this look cute =)

Spot behind! The couple look sweets!

Evil Sun

Wondering Sun

My charming baby Sun~

His starving look...

Pina Coloda, mix of whipped cream, pineapple and coconut milk. Blended.

Pacific Cod with serving of 2 side dishes of fries and bake potato

New York Strips 10oz serve with tomato salad and mashed potato

Are we dining under the tree besides the street?

NO! Its one of the theme decor. Im wondering, where they get the dried leaf from?

Options

1. They bought it.
(but why must they do this since we can get this everywhere easily?)

2. They pick it at the street.
(but who's the one that pick all of these? There are so many man~)

Enjoying my Pina Coloda but Cafe 69 ones taste much better.

Burp~another heavy meal day.

With part of the Monsters~

Happy 1 monthsary baby darling! Happy Halloween too!

Hope next year at today~we were still at somewhere, celebrating our 1 year 1 month anniversary.

I know i will scold u when you say thanks to me, but here...im gonna say thanks to you too.

Thanks for feeding me loads of food but baby, i really need to diet for the upcoming job now.

Thanks for being with me all the while, especially the moment that i need u the most.

Thanks for waking me up every morning even you don't need to wake that early.

Thanks for caring me, protecting me, nagging me, teaching me all the while.

Thanks for being the decision maker for the troublesome me every time.

Thanks for being patience with the emo gal like me every moment.

Thanks for letting me feel secured everyday.

Thanks for giving me your fragile heart

Thanks...because you love me.

~~ Love you always too~~

Our 1 monthsary cake from CupCakeChic by Mr Sun

Both is choc flavour. My fav~da-yumm!